Hi pen

 I am back

Broken 

Experienced 

Yearning 

Love is a tricky thing 

One moment it's all rosy

The next you don't know what went wrong 

And the hard pill, Acceptance...

Accepting enough to move on

Erasing all possibilities 

Especially when you don't know what went wrong 

What is my responsibility in all of these

I am beginning to loose myself 

I've prayed 

Cried...

Hoped

Relapse

And begged...

Do I feel better? No!

I'm just hurt...

Will I let it define me?

No!

I will still be that sweet girl 

Loving girl 

It might be hard to smile 

To trust

And to love 

I just want God to walk me through 

Cause I am hurting so bad 

So so bad

His word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my part

Jesus help me

Please help me 

It hurts 

Ssssooooo much

Help me😭

MiraclePAT: ARE YOU SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS?

MiraclePAT: ARE YOU SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS?:  ARE YOU SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS? ( Your growth partner), smiles...😄😄 Making decisions can be quite scary. I got engaged in a conversat...

Gen Z (pov)

 Oh African caretakers

Withlove hardbaked beyond the baker's

Let it be, 

Let it be at rest.

Can man ever be all knowing and all seeing?

Return! the mind of the dearing overseer.

Being our pioneers, 

Experience has raised your fears 

Fear not! For the infant,

Raised in great hands,

Can't be subdued

But will walk in greatness

Looking always and remembering her orisun

Surpassing the horizon

An island she can't be

As she needs connect still.

Withdraw from the counsels against relation

As this is one currency of man's sojourn

Though it seems she lacks comprehension

Of man's weakness and indiscretions

Trust and hope that her company be right

Not curbing her from it with entirety

Think!

Again I say, think!!

ARE YOU SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS?

 ARE YOU SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS?

(Your growth partner), smiles...😄😄

Making decisions can be quite scary. I got engaged in a conversation with a guy, I spoke about how discouraged I get whenever I try something new and later, in the process, realise how uneasy the journey can become, thereby giving up on whatever it is. Having a rethink, I guess I was just quite lazy, because nothing comes easy, including the profitless ones.

In the discourse, he stated the fact that no one should ever be scared of making decisions. See, it's better to make mistakes from our decision than not make any decisions at all. The problem about not making a decision at all, is that you are just there (neither learning nor gaining).

Remember, the divine book, also is against neutrality. 

Revelation 3: 15-17

I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth. —I am about to spit you out of my mouth.

Well, as you can see, I am not the author of the Holy book. You should not be in the middle, take a stand! Make those mistake! Try again! Then come out better.

Less I forget, MAKE GOOD MISTAKES!

On my part, I have decided not to be scared of making decisions. So help me God.

WHAT DECISIONS ARE YOU SCARED OF MAKING?

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Pov: I am a teen (18)

  Previously, I had created a picture of adulthood as a bed of roses. The irony of it began to dawn on me as I clocked eighteen. Anxiety and lack of confidence began to weigh me. Typical of the life of a thriving teenage girl, right?

 I came across a blog that gave an outline of the features of an early adult. This blogger described an early adult as someone who tries to understand the mysteries of the world, tries to find means of making a living and becoming one of the 'big things'. I'd say the solution to this is to acquire knowledge and keep yourself engaged. In today's age working hard is not really the deal but working smart is! Being an eighteen-year-old fills one with lots of excitements and also anxiety about the future, and this is the best and only time to get it right. This is the time when questions about one's future emerge, this is the time when one is excited to make it at all costs and we have to be careful about the choices we make and price we're willing to pay to attain our goals.

 I remember how, when I was younger, I would admire the portion of food and meat given to my dad, and I'll always question my mum, "why is daddy's meat two and I don't even have meat." And she would say "he is your daddy, when you grow up, you can have as many meats as you desire." I, filled with so much innocence, had continued to look forward to the day when I'd be an adult. Fortunately, and unfortunately, being an adult is not all about having as many meats as you desire (😂 reality dawns again).

 Few hours to my birthday reminded me of the irony in the concept of age.  The pressure of purpose began to weigh on me. It is funny how advancement in age is celebrated, meanwhile, in reality, age is just a countdown to our death dates.