Hi pen

 I am back

Broken 

Experienced 

Yearning 

Love is a tricky thing 

One moment it's all rosy

The next you don't know what went wrong 

And the hard pill, Acceptance...

Accepting enough to move on

Erasing all possibilities 

Especially when you don't know what went wrong 

What is my responsibility in all of these

I am beginning to loose myself 

I've prayed 

Cried...

Hoped

Relapse

And begged...

Do I feel better? No!

I'm just hurt...

Will I let it define me?

No!

I will still be that sweet girl 

Loving girl 

It might be hard to smile 

To trust

And to love 

I just want God to walk me through 

Cause I am hurting so bad 

So so bad

His word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my part

Jesus help me

Please help me 

It hurts 

Ssssooooo much

Help me😭